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2005-01-20T09:44:00.000-06:00

2004-12-22T09:21:00.000-06:00

*insert new entry* I'm sick. My head hurts, my nose is stuffy, my throat is sore, and my stomach is upset. And two nights ago I threw up so hard I saw spots. Happy Holidays everyone!

2004-12-16T14:07:00.000-06:00

Hi. Christmas is almost a week away, hm? Crazy.... yeah, I really don't have anything to talk about. So... Derek bought me the Family Guy seasons 1 & 2 for Christmas. <3 Yay ... Umm.. I have a job interview on Saturday. Wish me lots of luck. ... That about covers it. Happy holidays!

2004-12-10T22:59:00.000-06:00

Searching for that perfect gift? Tired of giving mail-order Russian brides every year? Well I have your solution! There's a new fragrance out there and it's called: Donald Trump: THE FRAGRANCE! Yes, that's right ladies and gents! You too can now smell like Donald Trump. Rejoice! And it's for the low low price of 60 bucks a pop. How lucky you are! Yes, my dear friends. This men's cologne is

2004-12-08T20:04:00.000-06:00

Yeah, I know. I missed another day. You'll live :D There isn't much for me to talk about today. Lately, the focus of my early mornings is trying to get Jingle Ball tickets. What's Jingle Ball, you ask? Well it's a concert held by the local radio station KDWB and it has Avril Lavigne, Maroon 5 and Switchfoot in it. (Along with other people I don't care about which includes, but is probably not

2004-12-06T20:26:00.000-06:00

Okay. Check this site out: http://travismorley.com Seriously. This guy.. has some great abilities! He's got this whole Tim Burton thing going on. That's so sexy. Apparently, he's in Los Angeles. Go figure, all the good, sexy, artist types are always far away from me. And I'm stuck with the type that get so intense in the first couple of weeks, and then freeze up after that. Eh. Anyways, I sent

2004-12-06T13:31:00.000-06:00

Yep, I missed writing in here yesterday. Honestly, I thought I already had. I when doing nothing all day, my brain makes up things that I've done. I think I get a little scatter-brained when I don't masturbate for a while. My mind won't think clearly. Psht, don't get all shock. Everyone knows that everybody masturbates. Any girl who claims she doesn't is probably lying so she doesn't look like a

2004-12-04T21:01:00.000-06:00

I have to say.. this is one of the funniest mad libs I've ever done. And it was from Homestar Runner! I AM STRONG MAD Hard like grass. Listen down on the world below. All will stare at my pelvis. Behold my ginormous pretzel. I am Strong Mad. I am Robin Williams.

2004-12-04T19:10:00.000-06:00

Well, I knew this was going to happen. I knew I was going to come in here one day, out to fulfill my goal of writing in here everyday, and I would have absolutely nothing to talk about. I can, however, complain for a second that a certain someone (you know who you are!) said that they were going to call me this morning at 11, after not talking to me 2 days in a row, and has so far failed to

2004-12-03T09:29:00.000-06:00

Okay, my goal is to try and write in here everyday. Let's watch and see how horribly I fail at that. What's to discuss today, you ask? The ever-popular issue lately of politics. I'm democratic. Proud of it. So yes, I voted for Kerry. Which in my opinion, everyone should have! :D But obviously they didn't because Mr. Pretzelchoker is still in office. Oh America, must we continously prove the

2004-12-02T13:57:00.000-06:00

Derek. Derek. Derek. Derek. Whew, now that that's done with, we can move on. I'm such a smartass. Anywho, I'll be writing in here more often. For many reasons. 1. I have a computer that I can use whenever again. 2. My website is being shut down at the end of December, for lack of having the money to keep it up right now. 3. I'm bored. 4. It's been requested that I do so. Oh, and the layout that

2004-12-01T22:05:00.000-06:00

Okay, but I want babies! Because I feel grreeaatt! That's all for now. By the way, you need QuickTime to see it. It's worth it. Trust me.

2004-07-05T01:43:00.000-05:00

Alright! I got the new layout up, and everything but two pages are fully functioning. Fonts and Photography. Because that takes extra work.. and it was hell getting the rest of the pages up. But! Anyways. My journal's going to be there from now on. So, you can find me there... instead of here. This journal now is just archives. It's been good, Blogger! Find me here!!!111one!!1: Inafaroffland.com

2004-07-02T01:35:00.000-05:00

*le sigh* I'm so lonely right now. Anyways, I might be moving my blog onto my website along with a great new layout if things work out. We'll have to see. This will just stay as archives, since it has over a year of past happenings. It'll be cool to have my journal on my site, though. So, if I transfer it there, I'll leave a link on the last post here. Anyways. Nothing much has happened.

2004-06-29T23:13:00.000-05:00

Me and Mendes drew pictures for you!

2004-06-28T15:43:00.000-05:00

Don't ask questions... Just watch.

2004-06-27T21:33:00.000-05:00

I got a new kitten today! Her name is Ka'Meeko. She's really sweet! .. She was abandoned and I had to take her in. She's so small and tiny... being that she's only 7 weeks old. Anyways.. her's a picture I took of her after she was tired from playing and running about for a good long while. Yep! Okay. I'm done for now.. I was on the phone when I was writing this but Andrew decided to just go. *

2004-06-27T14:06:00.000-05:00

Sorry I haven't be writing much in here. There's a reason for that.. really there is. For one, I still don't have internet (Well.. not REALLY). Two, I've been really depressed lately.. everything's hitting me at once and I'm really overwhelmed and confused. And three, I bought a leather journal and have been mostly just writing in that. I want to keep some thoughts to myself, because there's

2004-06-07T12:16:00.000-05:00

God I miss Andrew. ... Uh-oh I feel another episode of depression coming on! (Oh Boy!)

2004-06-07T11:38:00.000-05:00

Okay! A story about Friday... So, Me, Megan and Nicole go and see Shrek 2. Funny movie, by the way. Anyways, we're on our way to go hang out at Nicole's house when (Bum bum bummmm) Megan sees the icecream man!! *QUICK SWIRVE!* She drives down the road until she sees the ice cream man stop. Then she gets out of the car and rummages through, demanding us for coins, be that if we have them. To no

2004-06-04T11:40:00.000-05:00

... Toothpastefordinner.com... Respect The Amish Colored Pencils See into the future Open-faced sandwiched Kwanzaa Playing with the cat Bumfriends Interview Sounds Rapping Calculator Overpopulation A Bottle In Front Of Me Okay. That's it for today :D

2004-06-03T11:35:00.000-05:00

The King One eye fixed on heaven, His soul both meek and bold. The other ruthlessly hunts the prize, A harlot clad in gold. But in the end the mind will see, In hues as bright as the sky. The soul's truth will reveal at last, A lustful mortal lie. The King II His mind is on aesthetics Upon his mistress lays his hand His lips whisper sweet lies He is the king of our great land. With his

2004-06-02T11:51:00.000-05:00

(Something for the ladies... Actually, it's just something to do.) The Currents Current Song playing: "Push" by Matchbox 20 Current Lyrics in your head: "I want to take you for granted.." Current Drink: Giga 'Krazy Kiwi' Current Food: None at all. Current Quote: "Once the world comes to its senses and obstains from pants... I will be king." - Alex Current Clothing: Hard Rock Cafe shirt and

2004-06-01T12:11:00.000-05:00

OKAY Okay, so I'll give You my heart. Just Please. Be careful With it. Leave it intact. Okay, so you broke It. Into small bits. Maybe I can fix it. Can I at least have The pieces back? Okay, so you lost The pieces. You lost my heart. Just give me The memory and I'll Get by. Okay, so you want To keep the memory For yourself. That's Fine, darling. I can At least cry.

2004-06-01T08:42:00.000-05:00

So.. This weekend I moved. And it was stressful. Very very stressful. But, All the stuff is there and everything is okay. Still have a lot of unpacking to do, though. *le sigh* I don't have internet right now.. and won't for a while. Like until the end of June. But when I do.. it will be in super-high-speed goodness! Thanks to Comcast. And their happy

2004-05-27T12:03:00.000-05:00

... I just deleted my entry. That sucks. Anywho. I'm bored. Good god, am I bored. ... I think I like this song, but I'm not sure :0 I don't even know what song it is, or I would tell you. "I find it kinda funny, I find it kinda sad. These dreams in which I'm dying, are the best I've ever had..." Okay, I know what song it is now. I just looked it up :D "Tears for Fears" by Mad World. I've also

2004-05-25T15:01:00.000-05:00

Tearstained Those words The ones that you chose Specifically to hurt me Well, let me tell you. They worked. Those things You did to make me feel Ten times worse. Well, You can rest easy For now I can't. These tears That won't stop sliding Down my tearstained cheeks Well, I don't think they'll Ever stop for me. These thoughts That I now think of you Will be full of hatred Well, you wanted it

2004-05-25T12:01:00.000-05:00

Ugh. Ugh Ugh Ugh. Ugh. *Cavemen noises* Today. Not good. Not good at all. However, I did re-design my website .. although, "Templates" still has some bugs to fix. Eh. Oh well. I've been going out a lot with Megan, Nicole and Linea recently. We went to Uptown not too long ago. Although, we spent most of our time in a tattoo parlor above Saint Sabrina's. Awesome store, by the way. Quite splendid.

2004-05-21T11:57:00.000-05:00

Well today sucks. The one thing I was really looking forward on doing... was going uptown with Nicole, Megan and Linea. We planned on it last Saturday.. that got cancelled. Saturday wasn't a good day for me anyways. It was switched to today, but alas I can't go. Why? Because I have no money. I've spent what I have on going to see Troy and Kill Bill Vol. 2. I wish we had gone to a different

2004-05-19T17:24:00.000-05:00

Stop, Drop, Rewind Stop, Drop, Rewind. When did this happen? When did I lose My place in time Is gone, Never again To be found I've lost it In you I've drowned In you I can find myself But you've locked The doors to your Labyrinthine heart Blocked Every entrance Denying me Can you hear my screams? They're bubbling up Inside of me I hear them in my dreams Erupting Exploding from me Shattering

2004-05-19T12:07:00.000-05:00

I haven't posted lyrics in a while.. but here goes: Crossfade "Cold" Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high Chorus: What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to you And

2004-05-19T11:43:00.000-05:00

"In the old Webster Dictionary.. the book one, not the online one.. The defintion of orgy was '5 or more people on a bed, without socks.' See, this was in the olden days when people's sexual organs were on their feet. Dark times, they were." -Davey

2004-05-14T11:48:00.000-05:00

Okay, so last night wasn’t the greatest night in the world. Oh, and I’m writing this right now on a piece of paper since I really can’t think about anything else. Me and Andrew were arguing last night about pretty much our views on some things. We had quite the opposite views, but that’s only because we were brought up differently. It went a lot further than our usual arguments, though. I started

2004-05-13T11:58:00.000-05:00

Okay, I've decided that today I'm going to rant about my favorite series in the world. Because I believe the people that know me in person don't get enough about it, and I want to grace everyone that doesn't know me in person with it. Okay, so my favorite series is the Rhapsody series by Elizabeth Haydon. It’s composed of 3 books; Rhapsody, Prophecy and Destiny. I’m currently reading them for the

2004-05-12T15:43:00.000-05:00

Okay, since I have to stay a little longer in the hell-hole I call "work," I decided to surf a bit on this thing we like to call the "Inter-web" .. Actually, I call it that. See, I wanted to just go masturbate in the bathroom stalls, but I probably would have gotten in trouble for that, be that if I was caught. Oh.. and.. I don't masturbate *cough* ... What? Anyways. Here's something I found:

2004-05-12T11:52:00.000-05:00

Okay, so today hasn't been the greatest day in the world. In fact, it kinda sucks. Wait, correction, it really sucks. I woke up, and was late. I got yelled at for that (extensively yelled at.) Next, tons of work.. which I couldn't get it all done, so.. again, I got yelled at. I'm not feeling very good. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I want to be home, snuggled in bed, sleeping. *le sigh* And

2004-05-11T11:50:00.000-05:00

5 Words That Sound Dirty But Aren't: 1. Uranus 2. Cocktail 3. Poo-Poo Platter 4. Kumquat 5. Masticate Thank you for your time

2004-05-10T11:54:00.000-05:00

"We should start a Brain Cancer Awareness Campaign. We'll hand out pens that say 'Brain Cancer gives you Cancer! ... In your brain!'" -Josh

2004-05-10T11:35:00.000-05:00

Can't You Take A Joke? a hardly understandable rant by Angel You know, I've noticed America takes the saying "It's bad now, but we'll laugh about it later" very literally. We can take the most morbid and horrible event -- and joke about them later. I started thinking about this when I remembered a joke my friends and I share. It's a play off of the childhood game duck-duck-goose, only turned

2004-04-29T12:05:00.000-05:00

I'm not quite sure what I should write about today, so I'm going to wing it. I'm so excited about what's awaiting me for when I get home today. I'm expecting Andrew's package today, and I'm hoping for Dust : A Tale Of The Wired West, And maybe even Space Quest 6 : The Spinal Frontier. I also get a quick call from Andrew at 3 :D So I'm super excited. Lets see... what else. Hmm. I'm just really

2004-04-27T11:30:00.000-05:00

"Look, Angel! I have juice! It's concentrated! That means they take a bunch of grapes, cherries and pears and then they put them in a truck and send them off to a Concentrate camp. Then they mash the fruit into juice and put it into a gas chamber until it's drinkable. Then they can it and send it off and sell it at your local Econ-o-foods! Oh my god! There's a condom on the stairs!!" -Josh

2004-04-26T12:18:00.000-05:00

21 days until Inafaroffland.blogspot.com's birthday! Woo! ... Yeah.

2004-04-26T08:45:00.000-05:00

Okay.. so what's been going on, you ask? Well. A couple of things, my friend. First... and most important and stressful. I have a priest coming over to my house at 3:30 today. He's coming over to take care of some unfinished business that's been plaguing me for my entire life and has only gotten serious in the past 6 months. Let's hope it's over with after this little meeting. That way I don't

2004-04-22T11:32:00.000-05:00

I'm so unappreciated in this wide world of art and creativity. No one understands me. ... The world is dark. >:| Alex: Well, you know what they say, Linea! Beans, beans, the magical fruit. The more you eat, the less hungry you are!

2004-04-21T11:34:00.000-05:00

Joey, a guy I work with, is so goofy. He noticed a scarab ring that I wear on my middle finger, guarded by a small second ring so it doesn't fall off, and he just had to have it. I took it off and let him look at it for a while as he asked questions like "Where did you get it?" After that was over... the offers began.... Joey: Do you have a PS2? Angel: Yes. Joey: I'll give you some PS2 games

2004-04-21T09:01:00.000-05:00

Eeeessshhhhpfftttbllaahahshhh... It's cold and rainy today. It's freezing in here, too, because they don't feel the need to turn up the heat a little bit more. Grr, I say! (Brr, I say!) So yeah, I'm bored out of my mind. I hate work. It's the same things over and over again. Eh. Oh, my poor bored mind. Hm. I might as well look for some more templates for Talisman, since I'm bored. I'll just have

2004-04-20T11:59:00.000-05:00

Well now. Today's pretty uneventful, and I really don't have anything to write about.. but I feel like writing anyways. Hm. What to talk about.. what to talk about. I'm excited to get Talisman and Flash from Andrew soon, it'll be.. awesome. Yep. .... Hm. Well, I tried. There's just nothing to talk about. Have a great day, boys and girls, and remember: Not everything belongs in your mouth.

2004-04-19T09:07:00.000-05:00

Ugh. Monday. Ugh.. Work. Ugh....... stomach..... hurts. I can already tell this here Monday shall be the best Monday of all the Mondays that someone could ever have on a Monday. Oh Boy! Let's get ready for some fun, kids! I am looking forward to one thing though.. Andrew said that he gets Flash MX 2004 and Talisman II today... Which he'll send to me, since he's such a sweetheart. I can

2004-04-16T11:37:00.000-05:00

I like that I go to lunch early today... And then get barbeque sauce all over my pants. And I don't have enough time to drop back home because I'm so busy. So I have this huge stain on my KNEE! This is what happened. McDonalds... Chicken Nuggets. Barbeque sauce... drops to floor... *step, splatter* ... Barbeque sauce miraculously leaps from floor, and curves around, jumping onto knee. Great.

2004-04-16T08:46:00.000-05:00

You know, Mr. Pibb is pretty awesome. It's like every time you drink it, you O.D. on sugar. And caffeine. Sugar and caffeine. At the same time. It's great! But if you drink it really fast, your mouth burns and you feel like screaming. Which makes it even better. I love how the new Mr. Pibb is now "Pibb X-TRA." Things are so much better when they use words that used to be creative but are now

2004-04-15T11:51:00.000-05:00

Hi Again! :D

2004-04-15T11:45:00.000-05:00

You know, every day I wear underwear.. I'm reminded why I don't. Why I never want to, and shouldn't. It's uncomfortable. Anyways. Just thought I should share. I got a response from Neave today. Paul Neave, a designer/flash.. person.. who's really good who I asked for some help with my site with. He'll help me :D He's so goofy, too. Here's a clip from my email: "Anywho. First, I think you are

2004-04-13T10:10:00.000-05:00

You know, I consider myself to be an art person. I like art, I make art, I view art... you get the point. But, honestly, what's up with modern art? I hate it. I don't see the point of it. In my opinion, a child could take some paints and splatter it across a piece of paper and call it art. That kind of stuff belongs lovingly magneted to a fridge. Not in a museum. I don't see a point in drawing a

2004-04-11T20:49:00.000-05:00

Linea SPEAKS!!: So, Me n' the Angel meister are here, talking on the phone, and we decided to surf the web. Actually, it was more just me. Angel was getting FAR too boring and I needed something to do. Well, needless to say, I eventually came to her journal here. I soon discovered, that after staring at it for a good 20 minutes, that she had not made an entry in a long time! WELL! THAT could not

2004-04-02T11:37:00.000-06:00

ODE WE are the music-makers, And we are the dreamers of dreams, Wander by lone sea-breakers, And sitting by desolate streams; World-losers and world-forsakers, On whom the pale moon gleams: Yet we are the movers and shakers Of the world for ever, it seems. With wonderful deathless ditties We build up the world's great cities, And out of a fabulous story we fashion an empire's glory: One man

2004-04-02T09:04:00.000-06:00

You know, I wonder why I even buy something to drink from any place. It ends up being consumed by everyone BUT me. Well, that's not true. I do get like.. a sip. Just not too long ago I bought juice. Minute Maid's Berry Kiwi to be exact. Kara drank that. Yesterday, at lunch, Coca-Cola while eating out at Subway... Joshie AND Linea both drank that. ... And I wonder why I get sick. Speaking of

2004-03-17T13:48:00.000-06:00

Usually, if you don't like the world around you, you find yourself escaping to your dreams. Your fantasies. Well, what if your worst dreams were [most likely] real? What do you do then? How do you escape? What if your dreams were physically harming you? Waking up to being sore and finding new bruises on your body is no fun thing. Trust me. What should you do if you're scared? Afraid of your room;

2004-03-11T16:35:00.000-06:00

Yesterday Kara and I made a bet. We bet that she would be able to resist temptation and not have sex until Monday. I said she wouldn't be able to, of course. Today she gave me five dollars and walked away. The girl has no will power, I swear.

2004-03-09T08:54:00.000-06:00

I got Andrew's package yesterday :D He sent me so much. :-? And an amazing love letter too. He's so sweet *happy sigh*. Yesterday I got so emotional about it all :-P REALLY emotional. 1. I couldn't stop crying while watching "What Dreams May Come" but that's a pretty emotional moving movie by itself, but... it hit me even more while watching it this time. 2. When he called me, I started crying. I

2004-03-05T13:21:00.000-06:00

Well then. I got off early today and had enough time to make a new template. *shrugs* Just for a little change. I'm seeing about making a Tragic Kingdom one too. So, after some begging to Nicole to let me use her computer to put it online.. I'm able to. The weather is horrible right now. It rained all last night, and then it froze this morning along with a bunch of snow to top it off. The roads

2004-03-04T08:48:00.000-06:00

So, March is here. Which means the greatest thing : The snow is melting! Only, the only set back is now it's too warm for it to snow so it rains. Freezing rain. Nothing says fun like freezing rain. (Oh Boy!). In other news, Andrew's sending ME a package now! Oh yes! From what I know, there's going to be 28 movies... 28... And other "objects" that he has decided to keep a secret. He said he

2004-02-25T16:47:00.000-06:00

Mendes: yea, alison is hot :0 Mendes: her booty, like, Angel: Can I sleep with her? Mendes: defies gravity Angel: :0 Mendes: no! she's mine Mendes: but seriously, this ass :0 its like, goddess like Angel: Wow. Mendes: when you see it, you'll say 'oh my god, how can an ass be that beautiful?' Angel: ohmygod I bet :0 Mendes: plus, she's funny and's got a spark to her :0 Mendes: but she's not evil.

2004-02-20T08:44:00.000-06:00

Alright.. Let's see.. Well I don't have much time to just go on an on, since I'm at work and my connection's down at home. It won't be fixed in a couple days, so I'll just write about the one person that's on my mind (And is always on my mind), which is Andrew. Andrew. Is. Amazing. He's sweet, loving, caring, talented.. and then he's got that naughty side that I just love. I am so in love with

2004-02-18T09:00:00.000-06:00

Okay. I trust that he doesn't come here anymore, so I'll tell you all about what's been up when I have the time. And I'll rave about the greatest person ever. So, until then, I hope you all have been good this past month and a half.

2004-01-01T00:19:00.000-06:00

HAPPY NEW YEARS! .... I'm kinda drunk right now! But that's okay! Cause I'm underage! :D

2003-12-28T21:59:00.000-06:00

Well.. I've been doing a lot of work on my website. Pretty proud of it so far :D Could be better, but it's okay as it is. Anywho. That's all I pretty much have to saaaayyy...

2003-12-25T09:12:00.000-06:00

Merry Christmas everyone! Let's see I got a Hoobstank CD... YAY! Headphones, a microphone.. And.. dun da da DAAAA! A playstation 2!!! FROM MEGAN! How awesome! :D

2003-12-19T01:38:00.000-06:00

Searching for that perfect Christmas gift for that special someone or close friend of yours? But don't know what to get? Well search no further, my friend! Because Angel has the perfect gift idea for you! A Russian Mail-Order Bride! Yes, you heard it folks. A Russian Mail-Order Bride! It's the perfect gift for ANYONE... OF ALL AGES! This gift would mean fun for the whole family!! .. So what are

2003-12-18T23:10:00.000-06:00

We are so cool *flex* Angel: You told me to shut up! ;_; Mendes: you called me a liar! Angel: *SHOVE* >:0 Mendes: SHOVE**!!!!! Angel: *fall* Mendes: .. Mendes: run* Angel: *scrapes her knee* ;_; Angel: Owww ._. Mendes: runs back, with a stick in hand* >:0 Mendes: beats you with the stick* Mendes: runs again* Angel: LOL! Angel: *is a bloody, mangled, mess* ;_;

2003-12-18T08:51:00.000-06:00

Ah... I just have to share this. I have to. The Better to Elbow You In the Solar Plexus With, My Child I was flipping through a copy of Sports Illustrated while waiting to get a haircut, and I read an article about sports team mascots, like the San Diego Chicken and the Phillies Phanatic. Apparently, these folks get paid quite a bit to don furry, huge-headed costumes and run around the

2003-12-16T08:52:00.000-06:00

Well that was stupid o_o My entry.. just erased itself. ... Time to start over! Anyways, like I was saying... I'm so excited for after Christmas! Me, Megan, Linea, Alex, Joshie, Ty, Kate, and a couple other people I'm not entirely sure are going to make it, are going up to Linea's cabin come the 26th or 27th... One of those days. Probably the 27th. I can't wait! I haven't gone up to a cabin in a

2003-12-15T08:56:00.000-06:00

Work... is so boring. :l I'm so lazy today... well, and yesterday and the day before, but that's really beside the point. I'm lazy TODAY. Right now. This second. I don't want to do anything, at all. ....Weeeellll.... I DO want to go home and sleep. Sleep and sleep some more. Maybe do some laundry just for the simple fact that I really have no other clothes that the ones I'm wearing right now.

2003-12-14T23:29:00.000-06:00

Grr. I've been feeling so sad and depressed lately. Do you really think it had great promise? Honestly? I know you still come here :l ... Oh. My. God. I am so broke. I mean, to the point where I haven't eaten in 3 days because there's no food in the kitchen. It's horrible. x_x I'm so frustrated I feel like stabbing something.

2003-12-14T17:16:00.000-06:00

ehehe.. I've started doing all my website stuff. Inafaroffland.com Click on it! View! ... Yes, there's supposed to be an error page right now.. BUT MY ERROR PAGE IS AWESOME! A Mendes rant of the day! Mendes: oh! oh! Mendes: and when i woke up, today..this was pretty crazy.. Angel: ... Angel: :0 Mendes: i dreamt i was this character from a video game..but thats beside the point Mendes: all the

2003-12-13T11:32:00.000-06:00

Ugh. I should stop going to his site. I torture the hell out of myself when I do. But I can't help it... Time to break out the toaster! On another note... Andrew got my website ordered! I, Angel, now have an actual website! Who'da thunk it? I'm so excited to get it up and running. Gah, it's pathetic how excited I am, lol. *bounces in her chair* .. But, designing is the only thing keeping myself

2003-12-12T19:12:00.000-06:00

I'm going to post one of my favorite poems. And you can't do anything about it, because it's my blog ;) Richard Cory Whenever Richard Cory went down town We people on the pavement looked at him He was a gentleman from sole to crown Clean favored and imperially slim And he was always quietly arrayed And he was always human when he talked But still he fluttered pulses when he said "Good Morning

2003-12-11T15:36:00.000-06:00

Let's see... What to write about today. Let's see... I'm on a roll with designing things. It's just so cool. I can't wait to show them all off on my new Christmas that Andrew's getting me. *bounces in her chair* I'm feeling a lot better. Andrew's helped out a bunch by making me laugh ;) Same with Megan.. who is just great to live with. I love living with her.. it's freakin' awesome... And yeah. .

2003-12-09T01:01:00.000-06:00

"Closer" by NIN was on the radio.. and I saw a commercial for Lilo and Stitch on T.V. because it's playing on Disney. Signs! They're everywhere!

2003-12-08T14:43:00.000-06:00

You know what I noticed today? Either my stride is really long or the entire world is really fucking slow. So, I'm going to go with the whole world is really slow. And you know what else? That really pisses me off. It's so frustrating when you're forced to slow down to a crawl because people walking in front of you just won't move their asses. Okay. I'm done with that rant. I was talking to Kara

2003-12-06T06:55:00.000-06:00

I have a lovely bunch of coconuts Deedily deedily There they are a-standing in a row.. bum bum bum You know, this page looks pretty empty without my tagboard. I'll probably put it back up in a bit. A couple more days, maybe.

2003-12-06T06:44:00.000-06:00

Il étonne qu'une partie de mon meilleurs dessin-modèle et écriture vient parfois où je suis baiser vraiment diminué ou vraiment fâché. Bien, ce n'est pas qu'étonnant. Je tends à me tourner vraiment vers mon dessin-modèle quand j'obtiens enfoncé. Ceux qui ont lu mon journal intime pendant un moment, savent que j'ai touché à ce sujet avant. J'ai parlé de comment c'est la seule chose que je peux

2003-12-05T06:48:00.000-06:00

Nice way to start off a day. Crying. I'm taking the tagboard down, you guys. *shakes her head* I don't want to hear from him again, if that's how it's going to be. Everyone else... I know the tagboard's gone, but you can still email me or even just IM me on yahoo messenger (internalangel) if you want to talk to me.

2003-12-04T03:54:00.000-06:00

I haven't posted here for a while... So I'm going to! Let's see... Things I've done.. Worked. Called Ryan. Got seriously sick. And that brings me to now o_o Yep. I'm sick. It doesn't feel good. At all. I like the enter button right now. *enter* Yay. Okay, anyways.. yeah.. I haven't been able to design anything for a while.. I should. I miss designing things. It makes me all happy :D ... You know

2003-12-02T05:00:00.000-06:00

Grrr.... The internet sucks. With its connection not working and all. It should burn in a not-working hell.

2003-11-30T16:46:00.000-06:00

Is it possible to know so many amazing poets? My god.

2003-11-27T18:04:00.000-06:00

Happy Thanksgiving! :D

2003-11-26T13:39:00.000-06:00

"Good day to be alive, sir. Good day to be alive he said." -Metallica "No Leaf Clover" Gah, I really need a domain and what not. There's just SO much I want to do! Mostly about my designing.. but man.. I really want one! I'm dying to get one :-P I just need money. x_x Once I have the money to get one.. Like have the money to pay for it for a year, then I'll get one. There's so many things I want

2003-11-23T15:35:00.000-06:00

So Far From Simple So we've finally reached the end misery or happiness are my choices Which one to choose The good or bad voices If only happiness would speak up. I imagine my life without you Full of lonliness and regret But fantasies are blinded by the fear of love That has been there since the day we met If only I could uncover my eyes. I so strongly want to be with you Forever

2003-11-23T01:21:00.000-06:00

Yeah, Ryan made this page for me.. And.. he had taken it down. Man. I don't know why, but I was really hurt by that.

2003-11-21T17:25:00.000-06:00

You know, whenever I start to feel okay about everything, someone HAS to kick me down. I really hate Sarah. I'm serious, if she doesn't stop saying things to beat me down, and keeps yelling at me for EVERYTHING I'll either: 1. Go crazy 2. Kill her. 3. A mixture of 1+2 4. Break down and leave. I can't take it anymore. I try to do everything. I'm constantly trying to make her happy, only to have

2003-11-20T16:00:00.000-06:00

Yeah, I remember what you made for me for when you weren't there. I've... read it lately? Yeah. Anyways. I'm starting to feel a little better. I have all my friends trying to cheer me up, and that's helping a WHOLE bunch. Everyone is being so sweet to me lately. Work is coming easier. Sarah's off my back. I'm getting a whole lot better at designing cool little sites. I'm just so good :D Anyways.

2003-11-18T09:58:00.000-06:00

He made a coconut entry too :-P I'm not sure how I feel about that. Nothing bad, of course. But I'm not sure how I feel about it. *shrugs* Maybe it's code for "I love you, Angel." *shrugs* Who knows. I'm not going to make this a typical entry of when something like this happens (This. Those who I want to know what I'm talking about, know what I'm talking about. Let's just leave it as that.) I

2003-11-17T06:48:00.000-06:00

I have a lovely bunch of coconuts, deedily deedily.. there they are a-standing in a roooooooowwww bum bum bum big ones, small ones, some as big as your head!

2003-11-16T14:29:00.000-06:00

Ryan: You wanna know which picture Im looking at right now? Angel: hmm Ryan: take a guess Angel: the bored one? Ryan: nope Ryan: The one taken with a webcam Ryan: The one where you look like a real person Ryan: A person with fears, a person with doubts Ryan: A person living in this real world Ryan: Like me Ryan: That's the girl I want to talk to Ryan: She seems like the type that would get her

2003-11-15T21:27:00.000-06:00

Well fuck. After a frustrating weekend (and it's only Saturday) of crying, trying to be 100% compassionate, and complete saddness because I feel so lonely.. I come home, try to sign on.. and what's that?! My password has been changed! Zippidy fucking do-dah. This just makes everything so much better! So, not only did I lose EVERYTHING, I can't really change it, because he's locked my IP. What the

2003-11-10T23:44:00.000-06:00

Gah.. Whenever I'm really tired.. But have woken up or just can't fall asleep for some reason... I feel so creative. Bursting with creativity. I want to write, design, do SOMETHING. But I don't know what. It's so frustrating when you want to write a really good story, and you have all these thought floating about your mind... But you have no idea where to begin.

2003-11-08T19:24:00.000-06:00

She had to be put to sleep.

2003-11-07T09:46:00.000-06:00

Well, My kitty got hit by a car. I'm pretty sure she's dying now. *sigh* She's at the vet right now.

2003-11-06T15:52:00.000-06:00

Hmm, I haven't had much that I actually wanted to talk about in a while. But it's been a while, so I'm going to post anyways. Instead of talking about Joshie's cancer or work or something like that.. I'll just post this. It's nothing special, really. I wrote it in 15 minutes. Yesterday I wish I could wake up tomorrow and be waking up yesterday. Yesterday. When it was sunny. The sun pouring

2003-10-30T14:41:00.000-06:00

Sorry.. This is just too cute to let get erased when I get more messages ;) Cookie Monster: Aww poor Angel, me bring you bag of cookies and you get all better! Cookie Monster: Bag of big... delicious looking... cookies.... Cookie Monster: Well maybe me better taste one, just to makes sure they fresh Cookie Monster: *AMAMAMAMM MUNCH MUNCH AMAMAMAMAMAM MUNCH* Cookie Monster: Hmmm that one fresh.